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And Words Are All I Have
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One More Yard is an EP (compilation of songs) commemorating 100 years since Armistice Day. The project chronicles the sacrifice of young World War One soldiers and also aims to raise awareness of today’s war on cancer. The EP features Cillian Murphy, Brian Eno, Sinead O’Connor, Ronnie Wood, Nick Mason and Imelda May.
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The brilliant Sinead O'Connor sings the heartwrenching title track One More Yard here
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when the whistle breaks this trance I'll see my friends take their last chance and we know there’s no return our hopes in this hole will burn but now I can see little children play upon green hills far, far away our girls, our mums, our friends i can see their tears they know our end for now our time has come and only god survives man’s gun.
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grey ghosts now drifting by oh, i can hear their lonesome cries and this battle now is over for all my friends,
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all gone and died this war’s so hard i can’t go on one more yard.
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Remembering Them.
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A poet honors her big brother.
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Bless this boy, born with the strong face
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of my older brother, the one I loved most,
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who jumped with me from the roof
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of the playhouse, my hand in his hand.
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On Friday nights we watched Twilight Zone
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and he let me hold the bowl of popcorn,
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a blanket draped over our shoulders,
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saying, Don’t be afraid. I was never afraid
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when I was with my big brother
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who let me touch the baseball-size muscles
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living in his arms, who carried me on his back
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through the lonely neighborhood,
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held tight to the fender of my bike
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he looked just like Ray, and when he died
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at twenty-two on a roadside in Germany
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I thought he was gone forever.
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But Ray runs into the kitchen: dirty T-shirt,
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torn jeans, pushes back his sleeve.
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He says, Feel my muscle, and I do.
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Pictured are my father's parents, Robert and Katherine McCallum, in Glasgow circa 1915... just before my grandfather went off to fight in the First World War.
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Robert McCallum and his five brothers all fought there in various capacities. My grandfather, sadly, was subjected to mustard gas on the battlefield in France (although it had been outlawed) and died at home in Scotland shortly thereafter. Only two of his brothers returned. My grandmother meanwhile handled the home and cared for the many children but, sadly, only survived her husband by two years: Broken hearts take lives along with war.
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I love their confidence in this photo, their sense of occasion, the equality between them that is so apparent. I wish I had known them. I wish I could tell them how proud they make me, here, in Canada, 100 years later, in a life of such freedom they could not comprehend.
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From the scant stories I've scraped together (my father spoke very little about his family or his time at sea throughout the war), I learned my grandmother was very independent and ran her own small business in Glasgow. My grandfather was a born storyteller and from accounts the soul of generosity. I'm sure they had faults too, but sweetly these never made it into the few stories I have of them.
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I thank you, Katherine and Robert, for all that you did, all that you were.
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All that you gave of yourselves with open hearts and hands.
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A poem I wrote after I saw this photo of young Canadian soldiers
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on their way to the horrific battle at Vimy Ridge...
They are packed shoulder to shoulder in the back of the truck The oldest of those pictured might be 22. The photographer has asked for a wave As they head out to the front that bright April morning. He needs to bear witness back home. And they oblige, graciously, Joyously, No artifice or ego in their response, Blithe of spirit, light of heart,
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Knowing not what lay ahead.
Their spontaneous eruption of solidarity Captured here,
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A thing of unvarnished beauty. Canadians all, together for the first time In ways unimagined, There to get the job done, And then head home to Welcoming parades, Sweethearts and Young marriages, And if luck is with them A job at the local Co-Op.
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This commanding piece by Stephen Spender is one I revisit often, its last line
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stealing my breath each and every time.
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I think continually of those who were truly great. Who, from the womb, remembered the soul’s history Through corridors of light, where the hours are suns, Endless and singing. Whose lovely ambition Was that their lips, still touched with fire, Should tell of the Spirit, clothed from head to foot in song. And who hoarded from the Spring branches The desires falling across their bodies like blossoms. What is precious, is never to forget The essential delight of the blood drawn from ageless springs Breaking through rocks in worlds before our earth. Never to deny its pleasure in the morning simple light Nor its grave evening demand for love. Never to allow gradually the traffic to smother With noise and fog, the flowering of the spirit. Near the snow, near the sun, in the highest fields, See how these names are fêted by the waving grass And by the streamers of white cloud And whispers of wind in the listening sky. The names of those who in their lives fought for life, Who wore at their hearts the fire’s centre. Born of the sun, they travelled a short while toward the sun And left the vivid air signed with their honour.
~~ Stephen Spender
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Recent Post
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For all of the girls and the women who trusted too much... those found and never found, the lost ones, the lonely ones, whose stories go untold, their heartache entombed alongside them. Last Text from Gabby Petito No service here, but at least I’m free from the cage bars of my body; remember what I’d blogged in observation of …
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Book Sales
The Music of Leaving, my collection of poetry, is available to order.
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Order directly online — for both Canada and U.S. orders — from Amazon, Brunswick and Demeter.
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